Christmas eve, they said.

Today, 24 December 2012. The sickest christmas eve I've ever had.
Why ? The first time I celebrate it in University life, and it's feel so different.
Honestly I miss my friends in high school ._.
I miss POR, I miss HolyChristmas. I miss the feel of the real christmas holiday. I miss the last year photosession of our yearbook ._.
Tomorrow is christmas day, and I hope this is the first and the last time I feel alone in christmas eve ..

I never want something like this before.
But God. please. I just want to get out from here.
I dont know if I alr tired or what.
Please God, please.....